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Even for those of us who haven't had accidents, cement lorrys often seem too close. In the spirit of getting back on the horse I would advise getting up close to HGVs, when stationary of course, to get used to them, how they sound, etc.

Congratulations all round.

that's a really good idea. will definitely do that, because I think my current fear of them will make me less safe if that makes sense.